Story Of Goldfish

Goldfish is a term we used for someone equivalent to teacher's pet...

Some people are just naturally be one...

Some other are fighting others to be one...

There are even some who are jealous and irritated when they know that someone is a goldfish...

Bringing others down just to be one...

Its a bit pathetic and disturbing actually...

There are people who are dying to be a goldfish...

And there are people who doesn't want to be goldfish...

But still end up being one but because they deserve to be one...

Then the goldfish wannabes can't stand it...

Coz they want to be one...

Owh my...

Its felt as if watching 'Survivor'...

Its reality...

I need an escapism from all these...

I might just go to the beach...

Echo

Berangan-angan Mat Jenin

I don't know how others cope with their stress...

As for me...aku suka ajer berangan-angan ala mat jenin...

Kalau stress kalu...aku terus ajer gugel tempat-tempat menarik...

Then find info on that particular place...

Pastu gi masuk airlines punya website...

Tengok harga tiket flight...pastu start buat route...then tengok connecting flight and fare...

Pastu tengok plak accomodations...check harga...start wat bajet...

Pastu enter la masuk dreamy mode...berangan terus nak pergi...hahaha...

And keep on berangan...

Pastu orang lain pon kata aku kuat berangan nak gi sana sini...

Well...at least this way aku somehow boleh just not to think about the thing that made me stress...

Berangan ajer ler...bak kata orang...

Aiiii...escapism from reality...

Echo

Menanti Cinta

Owh noooo...jiwang mood strikes again...

Anyway its song by Kris Dayanti written by no other but the Indonesian musical genius Melly Goeslow...actually it was song taken from the movie soundtrack Ketika Cinta Bertasbih...then i downloaded the song...find the lyrics...owh yeah...jiwang karat mood...also mixed up with loser mode...and its 2009 song ye...hahaha...dah basi...tapi aku baru dengar...

Basically the song is all about cari jodoh...it doesn't have that comedic lyrics like the song by Wali...but the lyrics was meaningful enough...especially for those who are seriously pengen mau menikah tapi masih belum ketemu...nahhhh...amik ko...siap bahasa indonesia lagi nieh...

The song can be interpreted as a person who is tired of trying to find the soulmate and turn to god for everything that He has in store for the person...hanya padanya ku memohon or something and hanya Dia yang tahu...

So in the mood that i am in right now...aiseyyy...terus la kejiwangan campur keloseran...anyway...the lyrics really strikes to the chord...but maybe its just me in the mood that i am in right now...hehehe...

sejak lama aku berdiri
dalam sepinya rongga hati
tak satu pun burung
mampu menjawab

* hanya padaMu ku bertanya
lewat setiap sujudku ini
siapa kah nanti
cinta untukku


reff:
wahai penilai hati lihat batinku
nyaris bernanah karna luka tersayat
merana menantikan cinta dan kasih hidupku
rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
tuntun hatiku dalam sabar menanti jodohku


repeat *
repeat reff


rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
namun harus ku ikhlaskan nasib cintaku padaMu

Echo

Favorite Question And My Answer

Standard lah...bila raya pakcik makcik kezen segala mai ada ajer ler soalan feveret...

Owh tahun ni skema jawapan aku ada dua...

Satu islamik skit...

Satu sangat la true but add in with a bit of sarcasm...

QUESTION

Bila nak kawin?

ANSWER NO 1.

Hanya Allah yang tahu...usaha berganda usaha udah digandakan...Insya Allah...ada jodoh nanti bertemu jua lah...tapi memang tengah usaha... ~ditambah dengan efek muka ala inesen lagi islamik berjaya memberikan impak~

ANSWER NO 2.

Ada yang ajak kawin...tapi tengok la camna...istikarah dulu lah...insya allah dapat petunjuk...kalau jadi hujung tahun ni terus kotttt...

Hahaha...kelasss kan jawapan...

Pepehalpun...Insya Allah...bila sampai waktunya...memang ada la tuh...

Yang penting usaha itu...

p/s : lepas raya nak kena jumpa itu Ms OAG lah...

Echo

Family Gathering @ Aidilfitri 2011

Alhamdulillah...

Lived to see another Ramadhan and Aidilfitri...biasa la...makan sana makan sini tak henti henti...bikin aku punya perut mau pecah oledi...but its Malaysia...this is how we selebret our Aidilfitri...one month long like this you know...hehehe...so i just have to prepare my perut for more open house to come...

This year cam tahun tahun yang sudah (12 years oledi)...kitorang raya memang tak cukup korum...first of all becoz akak aku tak balik beraya...tahun nie dia pindah gi Chicago plak...but thanks to technology...kitorang wat video conference via Skype...alhamdulillah...sembang punya sembang...its like more than 3 hours just on video conference...nak pi beraya pon lambat...

Sesi gambaq bertambah meriah with an additional member of AWC (Abdul Wahab Clan) yakni my nephew...Adam...tahun depan tengok la...kot kot adik aku ka kawin dulu...hahaha...sempat kot ada lagi satu...hehehe...

As usual...aku kena la regularly asked question by the 'well meaning' family members...and as usual...aku dah prepare skema jawapan...ini terbaik ponya aku ciplak dari cerita Ketika Cinta Bertasbih itu...which is by the way is kinda cool movie to watch...jodoh semuanya ketentuan Allah...and with and additional elaboration with lots of Islamic reference about it...kelassss kan...hahaha...seronok gak tengok some of aku punya sedara tergumam and tergamam dengan jawapan aku...hehehe...

As for the kawin thingie...well...after raya la nieh...for the time being fokus raya dulu...

Anyway it is good to gather again for hari raya...aku doa ajer semoga aku panjang umur dan boleh lagi menikmati hari raya and ramadhan for the years to come...

Echo

Errrrr

Masih lagi dalam mood errrr...

Camna eh...

Ponin kepala den...

Takper...

Pikir raya dulu...

Echo

Ajak Kahwin

It do comes out as a big surprise...

Tetiba ada sorang 'kenalan' pompuan yang kurang rapat dengan aku nieh ajak aku kahwin...

Serious...

Tak tipu...

Aku tergamam...tergumam...

Errrrr...(@_@)

Echo

20 August, After 4 Years.

Diam tak diam it has been 4 years since we all enter the service...

Sesi taklimat pemagkuan potipor 2011

It started all the way in Terengganu...get together for the first time...getting to know each other...then we were posted to respective organizations...ada yang kat Putrajaya...ada yang kat KL...and some are posted to states...

Hari Wilayah Persekutuan 2010 

From then on i got to know some of the people that has been my close friends until now...like Zaimee...siap aku jadi pengapit waktu dia kawin dulu...Fadly yang terlalu over peramah...Niha who turns out to be one of my very close buddies in the service eventho tak pernah bertegur sapa waktu two weeks in Terengganu...then arep...cher...fara...zetty...emmy jo...aina...fidie...deham...alin...lala...leen...azraai...and a few others...most of them i got to know post-two weeks in Terengganu...while we all are in Putrajaya...during the Ramadhan month...owh yeah...in 2007 Ramadhan was in September...

Convocation D.P.A 1.2008 di PICC in March 2009

Then some of us went for the six month course as our batch was split into two different session...among all that were close...only some of us went for the first session...but i endured the six month course and getting to know teddy...alia...k.ani...and some other colleagues from the earlier batch...a lot has happened during the six month course...some were not worth mentioning...but it also provide us a platform to get to know more brothers and sisters in the service...

Surrounded by the good friends from left Wani-Cher and now happily married Fara in March 2009

Ironically...the ones whom i was close with during the six months turns out so-so after the course finished...but the ones i barely talked to turns out to be close friends after the six month course...like ned...ina...ryn...hadi...yaya and wan (which i also be his pengapit waktu dia kawin)...mala whom blog i read regularly which also made us talk to each other eventho during the six month course i remember that we never had any sort of conversation...hahaha...kelakar plak rasanya...nazri that became the regular bowling mate at one point (sampai la aku dah maleh nak main boling)...through zaimee's marriage to tina...i got to know my current travel buddy jaja...and some others through out the friends to friends to friends...

One week army attachment with Alia and Ustaz Azraai in 2008

Then again...the ones that i originally met in Terengganu maintain to be my close buddies eventho we were separated...in the office...the likes of che bimb...zaza...mimym...has became the black-bookers whom we hang out and do an occasional 'knowledge sharing' with...then comes the new batch such as adi...linda latip...jepp...pipitt...amry...and few others who made my office hours seems so lively...hahaha...

In Kuching with Jimmy-Pidot-Mimym-Jepp November 2010

Then when i was sent for one month training in the land of the rising sun...i made more great friends like aida misran from malaysia...pa'an from jaypeeyayy...kui from kaypeetee...tinie from spa borneo...and of course taiko from nookliar which was not exactly from the same service but we get along famously...as well as other participants from other organizations...

In the land of the rising sun 2011

In term of service-wise...i was transferred four times since i entered the service...from Corporate And International Division to Finance Division...then transferred again to Human Resources Division to the current Economics Division...

Broga Hills 2010 with Ned-Hadi-Mala-Ina-Niha

All in all...it has been four years since it all started...and there's more years to come after this...a lot has happened in four years...banyak lagi benda yang bakal terjadi...but whatever it is...i do feel good as through it all...i made good friends...and continue to get to know more along the way...

The place where it all started...Kemaman 2007

To 2.2007...happy 4 years anniversary...may we all be blessed with good health and good service until the end of our term...amin...

Echo

Jalan Jalan Buka Posa 2011

Alhamdulillah...so far so great lah this year...walaupun tak gi terawih kat masjid still buat kat rumah ajer...but from time to time gi gak terawih kat masjid...

Let see how it goes this year...

First day of Ramadhan kat Aloq Staq bersama family tersayang...cool giler weih...aku beli flight ticket since last year...just for the sake of the first day of Ramadhan...second day potluck ke rumah si Leen...then esoknya plak tu buka posa kat rumah dengan hosmet aku...the next day plak gi buffet RM18 kat bangi dengan the regular hang out buddies...tapi on the 5th day blasah gi Concorde KLIA untuk buka posa...for the price of RM57...i am totally satisfied...reasonably priced with the array of dishes may it come from oriental to pasta station to 8 types of drinks...many selection on desserts (one of my top listed priority)...total satisfaction...

Then the next day fly back to Aloq Staq...everytime i go back to Aloq Staq...there's one specific dish that i will find...Laksam...its nothing like the Kelantanese-style...its Kedah-style...the big difference is the gravy...its one of my must have everytime i go back to my hometown...

Pastu balik KL balik...went back to jalan jalan buka posa...on Monday we bought groupon deal for buffet in The Zon Hotel KL for RM40 (original price RM65)...for RM40 its worth it...but for the original price of RM65...not worth it...better go to Concorde KLIA instead (which was fully booked everytime i call for the whole week)...the next day blasah plak gi Marriott KL...RM65...i think i had eaten worth more than that...so i am quite satisfied...and on top of that...dapat plak la kupon RM100 untuk this one Japanese restaurant...tapi aku tak makan Japanese food...so aku bagi kat C.k ajer ler...

Buka puasa takkan nak kat hotel ajer kan...so the following day buka posa dengan memember Jepang kat Alamanda...asal nak gi Noodle Station which i won't go again due to personal experience...last last settle down for Black Canyon...nothing special for puasa...just the same normal dish...okay ajer...its the company that matters...other than the food...pastu esok tu gi Pan Pac KLIA...ini memang kelas...how much? i am not sure...i didn't pay for it...hahaha...the following day buka posa kat rumah ajer...

Weekend kedua terus fly balik aloq staq...cam biasa pi PARAM ajer...then fly back to KL...Monday terus gi buka posa dengan Adiputra kat kedai makan kat bangi...buffet...RM18 jeeee...but the selection was worth it...ada nasi with various type of lauk pauk...then ada kuih muih...then ada laksa lagi...pastu ada pengat pisang la plak...then ada lagi sate...kerang bakar...on top of that ada lagi stimbot mini...for RM18...it was totally a great value for the pocket...Selasa tu rasa maleh la nak buka posa kat luaq...so buka posa kat rumah ajer...makan murtabak...nasi kerabu...kelasss...nice...owh...tidak dilupakan...ayaq tebu...

Then come the highlight of the whole week...the day we all get together again after four years on the road...just the few close buddies...blocking meja cam haper jer kat RASA Alamanda tu...tak bagi orang nak amik langsung...hahaha...pastu pergi la beli makan...and we talk...we laughed..and we talk again...it was great....it some how is the reminiscene of the iftar 2007...when it all started...

Yesterday, due to our batch goin up to potipor...a friend buy me a buka posa buffet in putrajaya ekuestrian...RM60...the selection is just okay...just nice...furthermore orang belanja...blasah ajer...makan ajer kambing golek...sate...then just normal malay dish...it lacks on the dessert department...ermmm...

As for today...i am going to Chakri Express Alamanda...i love the food there...and paying RM50 for the same kind of food that can easily cost RM30 for a dish and drink...i think i wont mind adding another RM20 to the tab just have the endless of it...hahaha...talking about being greedy...tapi aku tak bazir makanan what...aku makan...so i think its worth it...so i'll just going to see how it goes later...as for now...i am just content of trying to pack all my things as we have to move to Block 2, level 5...renovation weih...aiiii...

Owh ya...its already 10 final days of Ramadhan...betapa cepatnya masa berlalu...moga tuhan makbulkan doaku untuk tahun ini...amin...

Echo

Finally

After long wait and much speculation...

It is decided...

That i am not going to change my nick after all...

Dapat surat satu sampul sahaja...

Alhamdulillah...

For a while there i was thinking of what will happen to all my plans from Sept 2011 - June 2012...

Kalau kena tukar organisasi...

Tak tau camna...

Tapi alhamdulillah...

We all are officially going to start moving to the next post on probationary period commencing 15 September 2011...

Its going to be another 6 months before it is confirmed...

Alhamdulillah...

Rezeki ramadhan...

So project HKT...project SGN...project Bromo...project SwissBarcaPar...

Are very much still ON...

Congrats to my dear buddies 2/2007...

May Allah bless us all and guide us through this never ending journey...

We are indeed brothers and sisters after all...

Amin...


Echo