Dream is Just Another Life

I'm not sure whether this is normal...to remember a dream...not exactly remember...just a vague recollection of what happened in the dream...

But the thing is...it doesn't feel like a dream...it feels like another life...

Its like an episode of a different drama series...like one nite it will be like an episode from How I Met Your Mother...the next night might be like from an episode of Downtown Abbey...just to give an example...its not as if i do dreamt being part of the drama series...duhhh...i can't remember the exact detail of the whole thing but all i remember was that...i just fit in...as if i do lead that life...but only its not...its just a dream...

Weird huh...i started having this since end of last year...every nite its a different dream...different situation...different profession...totally different life...a friend told me that it might be my sub-concious mind playing around with my mind...perhaps...after all...its only just a dream rite...

Nowadays when i wake up in the morning...i don't really fell refresh...just feeling like no feeling...neither was i too tired...its just in between...i don't know...is it normal or not...but the feeling is surreal...its like those dream is just another life...whacky...

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Wheel of Life...Reality...

Suddenly i remember an encounter with my ex-schoolmate few months back...who used to look down on me...and based on our short chit chat over coffee he still do look down on me...literally he was taller than me and still is...then we started to talk about our life back then and life now...the conversation got into an interesting turn of event when we got into the conversation about our current life...this is roughly how the conversation goes...not in the exact words...but non-the-less still carry the same meaning...

Friend : Hang kerja apa la nie?

Me : Owh...aku keja gomen...

Friend : Ermmm...keja apa hang nie?

Me : Kebanyakan aku kena buat persediaan untuk mesyuarat (which is true...just not into details)

Friend : Oooo (with that mocking tone of his)...itu la...dulu orang suruh blajaq betoi betoi...jangan dok berangan saja...tengok la nie...dok keja wat persediaan mesyuarat je...(then he laugh the mocking laugh)

Me : Errrr (in my mind...what the hague?) Hang plak buat apa la nie?

Friend : Aku engineer at *****...ni pon aku baru balik dari UK...holiday...best gila...hang pernah pi?

Me : Kalau ada rezeki insya allah...

Friend : Kalau kerja setakat dok wat persediaan mesyuarat saja...ntah bila la hang bleh pi...pi dalam mimpi saja la kot...(then continue to laugh)...hang ni tak berubah langsung...memang kaki berangan...

Me : Ermmmm...

*Then we just continue to chit chat about things and me got smashed here and then which i let him think whatever he wants to think of me*

Friend : Hang ada fesbuk...

Me : Ada...add la aku (with me giving my emel add)...

Friend : Nanti aku add...

Me : Sure...okay lah...got to go...nice meeting you...

Friend : Nice meeting you too...one advice...brenti la berangan...usaha la lebih skit...

Me : Insya allah...

That nite he add me up in fesbuk...

Then recently i bumped into him again...but this time around...there's no more mocking laugh...there's no more irritating statements...very civil conversation over coffee...about the current life...for once in our entire years of knowing each other...i was the one who lead the conversation instead of him...how the tables has turned...

Its interesting...i used to be ridiculed by this guy...every single word that came out from my mouth will be smashed down by irritating words...but now seek my advice on certain stuffs...

Funny...good lesson even for myself...there's nothing wrong of being look down upon...being an underdog... coz there's more elements of surprise...just go with the flow and let the wind blows...

This is life...the wheel of life...reality...

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2012 Was No World End...Been There...Done That...

2012...its a memorable year...totally...coz my life at the different turning point...but all turns out good and well...the highlights...

Transfer to the new office

It was a difficult decision for me to make coz i really like my old office...but the new office comes with different experience and difference surroundings...i guess some of us need to let go of the comfort zone to challenge ourself to a greater heights...hahaha...ayattttt...

3 times an uncle

Got another niece...beautiful niece name Arissa...another addition to our ever growing family...

New Sis-In-Law

My lil bro got married...to his girlfriend since the varsity years...whoaaaa...cool...i guess that varsity years are the best years to find partner...errrrr...lost that chance already...demmm...

Travel

Bandar Seri Begawan-Phnom Penh-Siem Reap-Lombok-Bali-Makassar-Manila-Phnom Penh-Amsterdam-The Hague-Brussels-Roermond-Antwerp...in that order...

Snow on my face

Finally...it happened...the snow in my face experience...demmm satisfied...

Best friends got married

Conngrats to my dear friends...Hazman - Pn. Hayati - Pa'an - Aida Misran from Malaysia - Hajjah Mimym....finally Hazman got married...we are all waiting for that to happen...hahaha...then Pn Hayati's wedding in October...luckily its not clash with any of the meetings i had to attend or my lil bro's...but for the rest...they got married in December...i wasn't in the coverage area until 16 December which i immediately once touchdown in KLIA went directly to Aida's wedding on the groom side...

Cousins got married

Its the year for the younger third generation of Hj. Hussain clan either got married or got engaged...that includes my lil bro...Ipin...Deanna...then Ayumi got engaged...scheduled to be married this year...okay...i still consider myself as the younger third generation...errrr...

Shoes

Okay...i went a bit overboard last year...on top of almost half a dozen (or more) Primavera which is my favorite shoes brand anyway (support Malaysian product yeah)...i also bought some rather high-end designer brands as well...Boss Orange...Tod's...Ferragamo...errr...to sum up the total of more than 20 shoes last year alone...errrr...that is more than the number of months in a year...errrrr...this year...NO MORE SHOES...read the fine prints...

unless if i give away the shoes...i have to replace it lah...hehehe...

That was all last year...

This year...the story is yet to unfold...

But the targets are pretty much carry forward from last year's unsuccessful ones...the top part of the picture is my highest priority...insya allah...it will all be okay...amin...

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