Rumor Has It

Rumor is not something nice...

Sometimes it just started off with a joking remarks by close friends...heard by others....told to others...then another...before you know it...its the talk of the town (macam artisss sangat)...hence...it became rumor...

Kerlassss sangat...

FSOM

Reaching 30

Its already second week of May 2012...
Less than a month from now i will be 30 years old...
Time flies so fast that i sometimes do wish that its not that fast...
But there were time felt so slow that i wish i can just forward the time...
I am still a mess...

I wish for the days ahead will be good to me...

FSOM

Happy?

Recently i hang out with a bunch of my good friends...and they commented something to me that i wouldn't notice if no one said it outright to me...it seems like they see as if i am not happy as i used to be...it can be seen daripada ayaq muka...

Suddenly i just happened to rethink about everything that has been happening around me for the recent time...there had been several occassions...i really feel not up to it...for seme unfathomable reason...these friends told me that it shows...especially in the eyes...demmmm...diorang ni renung mata aku kah...tetiba sengal...hahaha...it just that...these friends la kata...the twinkle already dimmed...kerlassss...mata aku twinkle rupanya sebelum nieh...hahaha...diorang ni cakap la...kalau orang baru kenal aku takkan tau aku sebenarnya camna if they happens to know me at the current moment...ermmm...

Back to reality...and lagi komen...katanya aku less talkative as usual...aikkk...better la kan...aku kurang bercakap...daripada terlebih bercakap cam selalu...hahahah...badan makin bulat...and owh mai gottttt...memang aku rasa badan aku makin membesar...demmm...but seriously...aku pun terasa something missing la...there are something yang aku rasa incomplete...aishhhh...

Hope that this feeling will go away...shoooohhhh shoooohhh shoooooohhhh...

FSOM

No Paris Snow Globe

Apparently Jaja tertinggal snow globe paris yang diorang beli untuk aku kat atas katil hotel...hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...mau nangessss...hopefully diorang tak tertinggal yang brussels...amsterdam...geneva dengan london tuh...hwaaaaaaaaaaa...sedihhhhh...

FSOM

Goldfish Deadfish

What my friend said today kinda gimme an impact a bit...

He said something like...

Now is Goldfish...

Out there can be Dead fish...

Owh...aku terus down...

Hahahahihihihuhuhu...

Ex-Echo

Wave Miss

Atau dalam direct translation-nya itu Ombak Rindu...hahaha...

Kengkawan aku ramai dah tengok...

Ramai yang kata best gilossss...

Tak kurang jugak yang kata tangkap leleh sampai nangesssss...

Tak kira pompuan atau lelaki (errrrrr...kompiussss)...

Aku memang pernah baca novel dia waktu zaman uni dulu...siap beli lagi hokey...(demmm kawan aku dulu waktu zaman universiti kata aku loser sebab baca novel cinta melayu tapi dia pon pakat dok pinjam...cessss)...

Will the film version be as good the book...

Mesti banyak punya adjustment diorang buat untuk fit the movie...

Whatever it is...

Mesti tengok jugak...

Demmmm...jommmm tengokkk...

Echo

Kecik Ati

Sekali sekala mesti kecik ati...

Kali ni aku kecik ati dengan pakcik avanza...

Dah ler langgar keta aku...

Pastu pecut cabot terussss...

Demmm...aku kecik ati dowh...

At least kalau ko taknak bayar pon...

Berenti mintak maap pon aku punya ati sudah sejuk...

Tapi ko blah camtu jer...

Demmm...

Bikin aku kecik ati giler...

Pastu aku panas ati...

Cian kat keta aku...

Aissshhhh...aku memang kecik ati...

Echo

Cancel

Demotivated...

Maybe i have to cancel the Bali trip in April...Medan trip in May...and Java island trip in July...

It's all due to someone 'sentap' with me...eventhough i have planned it carefully so that it won't interfere with my professional life...fyi...i already bought the tickets for all those trips...

For now...i just want to finish up my work...still hoping that i can do something to make sure i am able to go for the Bali trip...

Sometimes life is just unfair...

ajie

Traveller Yg. Sengkek

6:27 p.m

7 Mac 2011

Putrajaya

Sad Entry

Yesterday morning my ex big boss passed away...

I felt a pang of loss...it came in as a shock as the last time i visited him in IJN...he seemed eager to resume his work in the office...eventhough he was a bit daunted by certain things...

He really made an impact in my life...kinda gimme an idea of what kind of boss i want to be when i grow up in the service...seeing his lifeless body in the mosque yesterday made me truly realise how he was as a boss...he is by far one of the nicest person i had known...and a great boss...

Now he is gone forever...but all his advices and guidances will always be remembered...may his soul to rest in peace and placed among His loved ones...

Al-Fatihah

ajie

Traveller Yg. Sedih

9:21 a.m

27 February 2011

Putrajaya

Professional And Personal

Year end and early financial year is a nightmare for finance people...

I was having dinner with my friends in Tony Roma's in Sunway (Fendi's paying coz he got big fat bonussss)...was aiming to refill 15 times the bottomless Ice Lemon Tea...having combo steak dinner with prawns...fried mushroom...onion rings...and was expecting to have molten choc for dessert...when my big boss called me up and asked me to go to the office right away because there is an emergency...and it was dinner time...

Being a good officer...i packed up my things...had to leave my friends while at the same time were blabbering to me about how hard it was to have a group dinner between all of us and i had to leave early because of the work demand...huhuhuhu...i am no workaholic...but i tried my best to do the things that is within my jobscope as smoothly as i can...

Off me go to the parking lot and rempitlah di LDP itu...dengan jem nyer...aiyooo...finally reached the office...done the things that i was required to do and within my jurisdiction...wahhh...kelasss bunyi nyer...and now currently waiting for the clock to strike 12 midnite to ensure that it will be the end of financial 2010...then i can go home...

I felt kinda bad about rushing off from the dinner with my very-hard-to-meet friends...i bet i have to hear every single one of them fretting about it for weeks to come...yeah...i am not kidding...but whatever it is...for me personally...job does not come first...its all about prioritising between the two according to the level of priority at the specific moment...it doesn't mean that i put my work above my friends and families...its just that...sometimes...professional life does require us to make some sacrifice...this is one of those times that i had to do that...i feel bad about it...

Professional and personal...its always hard to separate between the two...

ajie

11:37 p.m

6 January 2011

Putrajaya

Bila Plak Kad Dikau?

Pertanyaan biasa ketika aku menghadiri sebarang upacara perkahwinan...

Disember tetiap tahun mesti berduyun duyun ler kad kawin mai...tu tak campur lagi dengan FB invites lagi...total 27 semuanya...

Daripada 27 majlis...

1 aku kena jadi salah seorang daripada 18 pengiring pengantin...

2 lagi aku kena jadi pengapit pengantin...

Asik jadi wedding crashers ajer aku nieh...biler ler plak time aku nak biar orang lain crash aku punya wedding...

Hanya Allah yang tahu...tapi aku harap jangan le lelama sangat...takmo ler aku jadi bujang terlajak...

Tetiba lagu 'Cari Jodoh' by Wali Band terngiang ngiang kat telinga...dengggg...

ajie

8:47 p.m

23 December 2010

Putrajaya

Undecided

Hesitating...undecided...

Still can't come up with a decision for Blackberry or New Zealand...but already en route of buying flight tickets to Prague...hurmmm...

My mind is such a mess...

ajie
6:39 p.m
14 December 2010
Putrajaya

Blackberry Or New Zealand

Why can't i just have both???

It's becoz i can only afford either one...if i took blackberry...then i have to hold my plan to go to New Zealand...if i go along with my plan to go to New Zealand...i can say bye bye bye to blackberry...and some of my friends were wondering...how come using blackberry can be equivalent to the amount spent to travel to New Zealand...

Aha...that's where most people have miscalculate the financial implication...taking on blackberry doesn't only means paying for the phone itself...its also paying for the service as well...lets calculate shall we...

The price for the phone (Blackberry Torch) = RM1,588

The monthly commitment (Celcom Exec 50 + Blackberry Pro) = RM148x12months = RM1,776

Grand Total per annum = RM3,364 ~ RM2,614 (after deducting my monthly prepaid reloads)

source from Celcom website...

To be fair...i am currently using prepaid...and i reload RM60 every month...so the grand total deducted by RM720 (RM60x12) is RM2,614...that is an additional payment i have to fork out for next year if i take on Blackberry...

How does this equal to the planned NZ trip...

The return flight ticket via air*asia inclusive tax = RM700 (during promo period it can go as low as RM391 but to be fair i doubled the fare price)...

Accomodations for 5 nites = RM500 (budget lodging can go as low as RM70 per nite)

Meals 3 times a day for 5 nites = RM300

Transport/ entrance fee/ airport transfers = RM500

Small souveniers for myself and those in the list = RM300

Grand Total = RM2,300 (the currency is almost equivalent to Singapore)

source from wikitravel/ air*asia/ travellerspoint/ hostelbookers/ NZ  tourism website

Aha...looks like travelling to New Zealand will be slightly cheaper than taking blackberry...

But it has been three years since i last bought handphone...it should came up in the priority list...but then again i had been dreaming of going to New Zealand since i first seen my big sis's photos during her trip there in the late 90s...

A good friend of mine said that i should take the blackberry...and maybe save New Zealand as the honeymoon destination since its quite affordable to go there via Air*asia...as he eloquently stated...

~takkan lari New Zealand dikejar~

Arghhhh...it comes down to this...either taking on a gadget which is an asset that can be seen everyday until it broke/ unusable anymore...OR...use the same amount for a one-off experience to the beautiful country which will last forever in mind...owh denggg...now i am torn between the two...as i stated in one of my entries before...i can afford to travel by sacrificing other needs...once again now i have to make a decision...decision...decision...decision...what its gonna be...

Blackberry OR New Zealand

ajie

2:29 a.m

12 December 2010

Putrajaya

Intimidated...Insecure...

I don't know why i always stumble into this kind of situation...

I do wonder though...why my friends' (noted the plural terms) respective boyfriends (not husband or fiance' hokey) are intimidated by me...i known their respective girlfriends first before they got into relationship with them...in some cases...both are actually introduced by me whereas their boyfriends are actually my friends as well...

That's why...i was seriously flabbergasted when i was told by my friends that their respective boyfriends are 'troubled' with the fact that i am in a really good terms with their 'significant others'...there had been moments that these friends of mine have to resort to trickery just to hang out...worrying that it will upset their boyfriend...what da fish la weih?

Lets analyse...i don't have that supermodel look...i am not in the category of having lots of money to flaunt away...i am not some smart guy who passes exams with flying colors...i am not categorised in those who are 'polished' in terms of appearance (sangat selekeh hokey)...thats why i don't know why there is the need for these boyfriends of my friends to feel intimidated or feeling insecure about me hanging out with their girlfriends which once again are my good friends since like...forever (okay that is a lil bit 'over')...but you do get my meaning...

It had happened before...and recently it happened again...the best part of the whole thing was...i was the one who actually introduced this particular friend of mine to this another good friend of mine...

Jealousy is seriously a funny thing...as it can be a good thing (as some people will take it as a sign of caring)...but in most time it can be annoying (as what i am in right now)...looking back at my previous experience...it will not turn out good...as there will be another name to be crossed out from my hang out list...intimidated or insecure...please get over it...

ajie

1:49 p.m

28 November 2010

Kuching, Sarawak

Senseless Writings

I love to write...

Thats why i have a blog...i write about almost anything and everything...may it be about food...cooking...travel...love...whine...movies...songs...books...it simply just bunch of senseless writings of what's going on around me from my own perspective...i believe i never degrade anyone in my writings...

So why should i give up blogging...

I won't...

ajie

9:26 p.m

14 October 2010

Putrajaya

Beach

Aku teringin nak gi pantai...

Baca blog Hadi...dia cerita pasal Phuket...

Baca blog Wahdi...dia cerita pasal Mykonos (again)...bikin gue jeles banget sebab pulau tu tutup time winter...denggg...

Ady baru ajer mms/ text msg dia sekarang ada kat bora-bora islands...tapi tak jumpa fridge magnet...boleh tanya plak aku nak apa selain fridge magnet...kalau aku cakap aku nak ikut skali boleh? hurmmmm...

Elle baru update fesbuk dia baru touchdown kat maldives...

Arghhhhh....bikin jeles siottt....aku jua mau pigi pantai.... T_T ....

ajie
2:25 p.m
25 September 2010
Putrajaya

MEGA SALE Next To MOF

I should had never went there...

But its too late...the damage is already done...i should had just leave my credit cards at home...owh denggg...it was freaking cheap...seriously talking...and i am not a shopaholics (denial state)...but the prices posted really intrigued me...arghhh....it is kinda ironic that the sale was held next to the building owned by an organisation which handle budgetting...and responsible for all the budget cuts...but there it was...the sale that incite people to spend shamelessly...hahaha...

Went there with no intention whatsoever to buy anything...but i just can't resist myself...walk out from there with yet another pair of shoes...owh shoot...i almost bought three of them...seriously talking...i am not joking...but my logic side of mind whispered to me about my other expenses...so i just went out with one...New Balance sneakers...for RM80...initially there was also Nike and Adidas sneakers in my hands as well...owh god...and i already have enough shoes (for a guy) to last me a lifetime (okay that is a bit exaggerated lah)...

Not only satisfied with that...i almost bought another office sling bag as well...deng cun weih...but i whispered to myself...mimie already got me one of those for my birthday this year...then there was mattress...deng sedap weih...mebi tidoq sampai tak boleh bangun pi kerja nanti...i whispered to myself again...my car needs fixing...okay...then there was this cool sofa...deng selesa weih...i whispered to myself again...my flat is small and cant accomodate sofa that big....then there was this LCD tv...deng cheap weih...i whispered to myself once more...i already have a still good tv at home...then there was shirts...deng cheap weih...i whispered to myself...mana aku mau letak baju dah...closet tu dah penuh dah...owh god...alhamdulillah...whispering to myself logically seems to take in effect...i just walk out with one pair of shoes...

But seriously...MEGASALES are a great way to boost the economy...but not really good for an easily persuaded guy like me...hahaha...but i am happy enough that i dont walk out of the place with yet another set of items that i really dont need...okay la tu...hehehe...

ajie

12:16 a.m

29 August 2010

Putrajaya

Ball Is Round

Argentina lost...

8 celcom bears and a jersey for free with RM100 celcom top up

From L : Bearitalia - Beartugal - Englbear - Bearmany (octopus cimbeng)

Bearzil, Bearanyol, Beargentina & Bearance

To Germany...well...i love germany as a country...been there...will be there again...and yesterday's game seriously do show how organised they were...just like the country itself...no doubt about it...maybe they could even win the world cup...let see how paul the octopus say about that...now i am itching to find an octopus and name it paul and grilled it...with barbecue sauce...hahahaha...

Woke up this morning...feeling as if i woke up from the wrong side of the bed...wonder how messi feels when he woke up from the bed though...must be messi without the I...he had played a really good game...no doubt about it...everyone can see that he was the one man responsible for those chances...and chances...but execution? hurmmm...i think maradona had done well as a coach despite all those people who are saying that he's not fit to be a coach...but i do beg to differ...hope that he can continue to coach the argentinians...to prepare for copa america as well as the 2014 world cup in brazil...maybe i should make plan to go for the world cup in brazil...it is 4 years down the road...if i save up RM200 per month...a year would be RM2400...and by 4 years time...that would be RM9600...i think maybe enough to get me flight tickets and also the game tickets...i should start making friends with brazilians now....hehehe...

Then i got an sms from someone...who know that i might be a lil bit devastated upon the argentinians lost...but it was okay...the ball is round...sometimes it swerve to the right and some other times it went all the way to the left...life is full of chances actually...just like the game of football...the sky is not always blue...it might get cloudy with thunders and heavy rain...but i love rains...okay that is beside the point...

Something went into my head and got me thinking...wow...this is how strong the influence of a sport on a person...eventho its not even my home country...but when you are rooting for them hard enough...with lots of expectation...it just going to take a toll on you once the expectation has not been met...

Am i going to wait around and watch who will win the world cup? yeah i will...but i am not rooting for any other teams then...now its anybody's game...lots of surprises in the world cup...the champion and runner up's early exit...japan's lost to paraguay...brazil been 'schooled' by bunch of oranges...and now ultima parada la gloria argentina had been shown to the exit...by 4-0...the spaniard...well...lets say they got lucky...it was a mind-blowing experience as well...2 missed penalties...last minute single goal...and not to mention...countless of attacks by paraguay that do left some weak-hearted individual sigh when the adrenaline rush to the heart...owh...almost forgotten...the offside goal by paraguay...

Arghhh...now i should just take my mind off the game...and just concentrate of how i am going to make friends with the brazilians....hehehe...always look forward to the future...past is a past...nothing can be done...but always look out for the future...as the uncertainity might be promising...and no doubt i will be rooting for the argentinians again...and hopefully messi would still be in the top form by then...okay now...where should i start making brazillian friends...hehehe

ajie

3:16 p.m

4 July 2010

Putrajaya

Survived NY...Can Survive Anywhere?

Seriously...are you serious???

Aku tak pernah jejakkan kaki ke NY lagi...so aku tak tau ler betapa susahnya hidup kat NY...once, a few months ago...cik hayati shared about this one guy who uttered this phrase to her...and i can't believe that someone (not the same person) actually said the same thing to me...and it comes from a mouth whom papa and mama sent USD5k per month as a living allowances...WTFish?

Teringin aku nak tengok dia gi kat Chenor tempat aku wat penempatan kampung dulu tu...aku nak tengok skit betapa betul sangat la statement dia yang kata if anyone had survived living in NY can live in any part of the world...

Tetiba aku terpikir...susah sangat ker hidup kat NY compared hidup kat...lets say....Sudan?

ajie
3:56 p.m
23 June 2010
Putrajaya

Headache

7 days out of office...

Masuk opis ari nie...call up my staffs into my room...ask them for updates...

Debummmnggggg....

Sakit kepala terus...

I need an MC...

ajie
4:27 p.m
14 Jun 2010
Putrajaya