Story Of Goldfish

Goldfish is a term we used for someone equivalent to teacher's pet...

Some people are just naturally be one...

Some other are fighting others to be one...

There are even some who are jealous and irritated when they know that someone is a goldfish...

Bringing others down just to be one...

Its a bit pathetic and disturbing actually...

There are people who are dying to be a goldfish...

And there are people who doesn't want to be goldfish...

But still end up being one but because they deserve to be one...

Then the goldfish wannabes can't stand it...

Coz they want to be one...

Owh my...

Its felt as if watching 'Survivor'...

Its reality...

I need an escapism from all these...

I might just go to the beach...

Echo

Berangan-angan Mat Jenin

I don't know how others cope with their stress...

As for me...aku suka ajer berangan-angan ala mat jenin...

Kalau stress kalu...aku terus ajer gugel tempat-tempat menarik...

Then find info on that particular place...

Pastu gi masuk airlines punya website...

Tengok harga tiket flight...pastu start buat route...then tengok connecting flight and fare...

Pastu tengok plak accomodations...check harga...start wat bajet...

Pastu enter la masuk dreamy mode...berangan terus nak pergi...hahaha...

And keep on berangan...

Pastu orang lain pon kata aku kuat berangan nak gi sana sini...

Well...at least this way aku somehow boleh just not to think about the thing that made me stress...

Berangan ajer ler...bak kata orang...

Aiiii...escapism from reality...

Echo

Menanti Cinta

Owh noooo...jiwang mood strikes again...

Anyway its song by Kris Dayanti written by no other but the Indonesian musical genius Melly Goeslow...actually it was song taken from the movie soundtrack Ketika Cinta Bertasbih...then i downloaded the song...find the lyrics...owh yeah...jiwang karat mood...also mixed up with loser mode...and its 2009 song ye...hahaha...dah basi...tapi aku baru dengar...

Basically the song is all about cari jodoh...it doesn't have that comedic lyrics like the song by Wali...but the lyrics was meaningful enough...especially for those who are seriously pengen mau menikah tapi masih belum ketemu...nahhhh...amik ko...siap bahasa indonesia lagi nieh...

The song can be interpreted as a person who is tired of trying to find the soulmate and turn to god for everything that He has in store for the person...hanya padanya ku memohon or something and hanya Dia yang tahu...

So in the mood that i am in right now...aiseyyy...terus la kejiwangan campur keloseran...anyway...the lyrics really strikes to the chord...but maybe its just me in the mood that i am in right now...hehehe...

sejak lama aku berdiri
dalam sepinya rongga hati
tak satu pun burung
mampu menjawab

* hanya padaMu ku bertanya
lewat setiap sujudku ini
siapa kah nanti
cinta untukku


reff:
wahai penilai hati lihat batinku
nyaris bernanah karna luka tersayat
merana menantikan cinta dan kasih hidupku
rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
tuntun hatiku dalam sabar menanti jodohku


repeat *
repeat reff


rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
namun harus ku ikhlaskan nasib cintaku padaMu

Echo

Favorite Question And My Answer

Standard lah...bila raya pakcik makcik kezen segala mai ada ajer ler soalan feveret...

Owh tahun ni skema jawapan aku ada dua...

Satu islamik skit...

Satu sangat la true but add in with a bit of sarcasm...

QUESTION

Bila nak kawin?

ANSWER NO 1.

Hanya Allah yang tahu...usaha berganda usaha udah digandakan...Insya Allah...ada jodoh nanti bertemu jua lah...tapi memang tengah usaha... ~ditambah dengan efek muka ala inesen lagi islamik berjaya memberikan impak~

ANSWER NO 2.

Ada yang ajak kawin...tapi tengok la camna...istikarah dulu lah...insya allah dapat petunjuk...kalau jadi hujung tahun ni terus kotttt...

Hahaha...kelasss kan jawapan...

Pepehalpun...Insya Allah...bila sampai waktunya...memang ada la tuh...

Yang penting usaha itu...

p/s : lepas raya nak kena jumpa itu Ms OAG lah...

Echo

Family Gathering @ Aidilfitri 2011

Alhamdulillah...

Lived to see another Ramadhan and Aidilfitri...biasa la...makan sana makan sini tak henti henti...bikin aku punya perut mau pecah oledi...but its Malaysia...this is how we selebret our Aidilfitri...one month long like this you know...hehehe...so i just have to prepare my perut for more open house to come...

This year cam tahun tahun yang sudah (12 years oledi)...kitorang raya memang tak cukup korum...first of all becoz akak aku tak balik beraya...tahun nie dia pindah gi Chicago plak...but thanks to technology...kitorang wat video conference via Skype...alhamdulillah...sembang punya sembang...its like more than 3 hours just on video conference...nak pi beraya pon lambat...

Sesi gambaq bertambah meriah with an additional member of AWC (Abdul Wahab Clan) yakni my nephew...Adam...tahun depan tengok la...kot kot adik aku ka kawin dulu...hahaha...sempat kot ada lagi satu...hehehe...

As usual...aku kena la regularly asked question by the 'well meaning' family members...and as usual...aku dah prepare skema jawapan...ini terbaik ponya aku ciplak dari cerita Ketika Cinta Bertasbih itu...which is by the way is kinda cool movie to watch...jodoh semuanya ketentuan Allah...and with and additional elaboration with lots of Islamic reference about it...kelassss kan...hahaha...seronok gak tengok some of aku punya sedara tergumam and tergamam dengan jawapan aku...hehehe...

As for the kawin thingie...well...after raya la nieh...for the time being fokus raya dulu...

Anyway it is good to gather again for hari raya...aku doa ajer semoga aku panjang umur dan boleh lagi menikmati hari raya and ramadhan for the years to come...

Echo