Sorry My English..

First of all...memang grammar english aku sangat sucks big time okay...i never deny that particular fact...and i am not ashamed of it as i am still in the stage where i am learning to perfect my english (somehow aku rasa ayat ni pon grammatically incorrect...hahaha)...and aku rasa there is a need for me to just try to communicate or write in english from time to time, coz it is a learning experience la....so when someone who just come out and asked me to stop writing in atrocious english, aku memang rasa cam nak lempang ajer...coz it was not said in a really good tone...remember, its not what you said, but the way you said it that matters....ada aku kisah?

Sekarang ni plak aku jenis yang suka tulis dalam blog ni campur english and malay...for some reason, blog is almost like my journal...and my journal hampir la cam cara aku bercakap...aku memang tak pandai cakap omputeh...aku campuq sana sini...abis my english tunggang langgang and to the point that some people just thought that i am better off not to ruined the language....hurmmm...adakah aku sedang merosakkan bahasa inggeris itu?

At some point, maybe la kot....dah jadi manglish la plak....and aku tau la some people out there tu rasa, its better not to speak in an atrocious english otherwise it would bring embarassment to myself....ntah la...aku still ingat my best friend used to tell me that, i should speak every now and then eventho my english is so disastrous....coz at least, aku cuba bercakap and from time to time i will get a hang of it....tapi biasa la kan, manusia tak sama pendapat....ada yang rasa bahasa tu jiwa bangsa, jadi janganlah cuba menjadi perosak jiwa....kalau la aku dok looking at tha particular point of view, sampai mati pon aku tak bley nak cakap omputeh...cakap melayu pon aku jadi malu la kot sebab aku ni memang orang utara yang punya dialek sendiri...bukan cam orang kl ker, johor ker yang as if speaks the most 'accurate' malay (no offense to johorian and orang kl)....

This particular person nie aku tau la have the 'SUPERIOR' english skills that made me feel like a smurf to the dinosaur...yer la kan, dok besaq kat london 10 tahun la, kat states 7 tahun la and blajaq lagi kat aussie la....jadi english sangat power tak hengat la....yeah i do agree on that particular fact that this person does have a good english skills.....tapi, sebab dok kat obesi tu lama sangat, bahas melayu pon dok terkangkang kangkang nak cakap sampai jadi malu nak cakap bahasa melayu sudah....nama ajer orang melayu...hello at least la kan, A*ko Mustapha dulu yang besaq kat England sampai balik malaysia tak tau dah cakap melayu tu pun, took the initiative untuk blajaq bahasa melayu sebab nak berlakon drama melayu....tapi this particular person nie, aku rasa aku lagi putih la kot, and aku lagi tinggi la kot....and kalau aku cakap aku ada mix mat saleh pon orang percaya la kot compared to this person yang skali tengok pon tau dah orang melayu...tapi TAK TAU CAKAP MELAYU....pastu ada hati plak nak suh aku just stop writing and speaking in 'atrocious' English as it would only bring embarassment to myself....okay la i conceded la...aku punya writings and spellings semua nya boleh throw out of the window....tapi ko punya bahasa melayu tu, hurmmm....no comment....

last but not least....i do know that you like reading my blog entries since you did made that comment to my face...but read this out and sila ukur baju badan sendiri okay....at least i am trying my hand (or tongue or whatever lah) to grasp the foreign language compared to you that did not try at all...bagi aku la kan, malu la ko sendiri cakap ko orang melayu if you can't even speak the language....oooppppsss....aku terlupa, you never said that you are a malay, you will simply said that you were born in London...owh help me god....

p.s : and i dont even think that you will understand this particular entry 100% as i do have the dual language ability and you dont....

ajie
10:17 p.m
30 December 2009
Putrajaya