Garang?

Hurmmm....bebaru ni aku dapat komen daripada one of a good friend of mine...yang aku ni garang...erkkk...dalam blog...huh? then bila aku baca balik and then i try to put myself as a third party whois reading up someone's writing...then aku baru perasan...yeah a lil bit gak la...omaigotttt...what happen to me arrrr....i am a peaceful person whois totally serene and bak kata boss aku 'sopan'....and my boss know me well enough...the other day he commented to me straight forward...coz i was complaining (i think that is the appropriate word to use la) about a specific person in certain division in my office (not mine la of course)...and my tone was not really that cool la...it was a lit bit hard and my boss understand quickly...if someone managed to push me to that particular stage...meaning, that particular person seriously done something TOTALLY WRONG...and my boss commented to my staffs that he knew me well enough work-wise for a year i had been under his supervision, that it was rare to see me lose my cool...it only happened once before...and it happened again the other day...betul la nak kena hempuk la this person dengan aku ari tu...aku dah sampai tahap kalau letak ais kat muka pon boleh cair within 5 seconds sebab dah panassszzzz...sebab dia nak melawan jugak benda yang dia dah salah in the first place and silap besar la cari pasal dengan aku yang betul tau pasal benda tu...tak paham apa aku cakap...erkkkk....

Okay...wahhh...baru aku prasan...sebelum ni majority of my writings are about movies i had watched, places  i had travelled and of course food and more food...then lately i noticed i done lots of whinings...rather than a substantial educational writings (erkkk~boring) on my observation about people around me...well basically i thought my whinings was actually a substantial educational writings, tapi bila aku baca balik la kan, memang satu bentuk luahan ayat-ayat yang agak ganas la...

For some who doesnt really know me in person, aku seriously tak tau ler aper ler diorang punya perception about me upon reading my writings la kan...judging from it, mesti orang tak sangka aku ini adalah seorang yang peace-loving and very laid back....yeah i am...very the laid back...tanya saja la member skolah aku dulu whether they remember me? most of them dont....sebab memang aku seorang yang sangat low profile and lay low below the radar...and pendiam jugak...heheheh....yeah someone does not agree yeah...but it is true la...seriously...

Reading back my some of my previous postings la, i think i need to re-vamp myself la kot...back to writing things that i love about...movies, travels, eating, listening, shopping (errkkk~yeah guys do shop too, and coming it from me, it is a budget shopping okeh)...have to tone down on my writings about my disatisfaction with my surroundings la...back in the old days (my old blog) i love to write about my particular perception about life around me...i remember there was this entry waktu aku zaman usm, aku dengan kawan aku la, si ishak took a ride on a minibus and just try to observe people who are gettin in and gettin out of the minibus while trying to interprete whats going on with their mind at that particular time...or we observe two people's conversation and try to imitate what they were talking about....hahahha...it was fun...and wrote my observation about it...which was kinda cool...tapi la nie dah naik keta...bon bon pon dah semakin membesar sebab maleh nak naik publik trenspot sudah....denggg....

But then again...i do take note on what my good friend observed about me and try to improve on that...trying to be the old mamal that my friend used to know prior to me having this extra ridiculous stress...no worry yeah...i'll try...

ajie

2:48 p.m

27 January 2010

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