Bad Romance

Ini bukan pasal lagu Lady Gaga itu ya...

Suddenly...in the middle of the nite (its actually 1.30 a.m in the morning) i remembered something...i remembered someone...a person...malasnya aku nak ingatkan this particular person...but i dont know why suddenly the memories of us being together emerged from the deep-buried-hatchet...

some said life is full of surprises...i couldnt agree more...one minute you are in, the other minute you are out...

the memory of that day came crashed to my head...it was a terrible thing to think of...a bad memory...and listening to lady gaga's...ohohohoho BAD ROMANCE...i wouldnt say that it is bad actually...we were together for almost 4 years...but then again...it all crumbled...crashing down to bits and pieces...no one to be blame...i wouldnt say that its her fault, neither am i want to say that it is mine...its just that fate happened to intervene and scoop her away...yeah, she was the one who call it off...

back then i was immature (maybe i still am)...nowadays, i learnt from it...i kept ikram's word stucked in my head like a glue...ady intolerable blabbering would re-surface from the back of my mind from time to time when it was called for...dot constant nagging does help giving me a logical perspectives and views...

i do hope that she leads a happy life...i do hope that she just go on and forget all about me...but most of all...i do hope that i could do the same thing that i am hoping for her...that is to forget...forgiving is easily done...forgetting, well...thats something i have to learn to do...

and the final the truth is...i dont want to see her ever again...coz if i do see her again, i can smell bad romance looming...

ajie

1:37 a.m

10 March 2010

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